and more school.

Yep, that's what I'm up to. Past two weekends in school 9 to 5 sat and sunday... At least this weekend it's only sunday. Pah! Why do they need 8 hours to teach CPR, anyway?

It's not that I don't like school. Really, I do... Well, most of it, quite a bit, in fact. I'm just tired, in kind of a wired, irritated, sick-of-the-cold-rainy-ass-weather, ornery sort of way. And the kids are outta school so the sweet little dearies are HERE now ALL the time...

In myofascial release class last weekend, we did postural assessment, which sort of turned into personality assessment as well. My weight is pretty far forward on my feet, shifting my upper body forward, and all wonky. This coincides with being 'ahead' of myself all the time, always running to get stuff done(like dinner, 3 loads of laundry, kines study, massage hours, several art projects, mountains of paperwork...). Buzzing around, wearing myself raggedy for naught, because there's always more to do.

It's weird, 'cause I'm a pretty grounded person. I'm fairly aware and present in my body, I meditate and garden and listen to people well, but man, do I ever chase myself in circles sometimes! All of a sudden, I just find myself feeling down, exhausted and spent, completely out of energy. You know the feeling? Just kind of wanting to curl up in a tired little ball until everything goes away?

Yeah, that's where I'll be. If anyone needs me, well, they'll just hav'ta wait 'til I emerge again, like a little silkworm peeking out of its cocoon.

Is it sunny and warm again yet?