Just could not go to sleep last night. Maybe 'cause I was all alone in a big empty bed, no warm sweet beastie of a man to curl up on(what sort of primal instinctual need is it that makes that feel soooo good, so warm, so SAFE?).

Or maybe it was the black tea... Or just my usual dose of good ol' insomnia.

My mind is restive, like a nervous horse it shies about and won't quiet down to allow me to sleep the sleep of the righteous.

No, I have to think about EVERYTHING under the sun first. and that damn clock, why can't it ever report some nice normal time, like 11pm, 12pm... Hell, even 1am would be nice! Why's it always gotta say some gawdawful thing like FOUR am?

Despite all that. I've had a loverly day. The kids have been playing like lil angelcats all day long, Ben and I had some nice talks whilst I sculpted(I'm working on a Green Tara) and there's plenty of leftovers in the fridge.

So, really, I'm not complaining. But, could someone somewhere send me some really really sleepy vibes tonight?